Marry my best friend. The boy I respect and admire. Who supports me and thinks my personality is beautiful. Who will raise a family with me and love listening to what I have to say. Who never judges me in a negative way... even though I'm quite weird. We can spend hours together not doing anything at all talk about anything. We make each other better people.
It hurts, but it's ok... I'm used to it. .... hence why I don't share much about how I feel. It's a bummer for me to even talk about so I know it's a bummer for other's to hear. I like staying & focusing on the positives if I can!