GREAT explanation! I always try to rack my brain trying to figure out why people do and act the way they do and I will never understand because I could never and would never be that way. I have finally learned this and I have finally let go and stopped "trying" to figure out people I am never going nor care to figure out. It is so liberating and has made my life so much better.
I'm a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I'm lazy, yet ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don't care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I'm a conflicted contradiction. If I can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has.