Move on, he isn't going to change and no matter how many times you ask yourself... what if? I could do this.. I can live without the make up, the tampons, painting my toe nails, leaving the house.. the moment you start accepting the abuse.. he has you pinned under his thumb just like he wants.. he is miserable . DON'T allow this to happen to you like it happened to me. DON'T CHANGE WHO YOU ARE.